Book Review: Too Much Trouble in Paradise


Molly Parker escaped to the Spanish Canarian island of Tenerife with her best friend Fran to leave her old life behind and start anew. Her professional darts player ex-husband, Paul, is the main reason she left England after she caught him cheating on her. Molly quickly begins a romance on the island with Antonio, a gorgeous Spaniard, and accepts his marriage proposal. Engaged to Antonio and determined to move on from Paul, Molly is completely caught off guard when Paul shows up on Tenerife to win her back. He claims that he was caught up in all the attention he was getting and that’s why he cheated, but that isn’t really who he is or wants to be anymore. Should Molly take him back or move forward with her marriage to Antonio? She is torn between the bad boy and the nice guy, which gets her into a lot of unexpected trouble.  

Too Much Trouble in Paradise is a light, fun read that will keep readers guessing who Molly will choose until the very end. Molly is a likeable character who is genuinely looking for love but struggling with her own insecurities and trust issues. Paul is the character readers will love to hate and Fran is a loyal friend to Molly. Their dialogue and interactions are sharp, funny, and definitely entertaining. The story moves at a quick pace, flowing seamlessly as Molly figures out what she really wants and gets a few surprises along the way. Too Much Trouble in Paradise will delight fans of clever, dynamic romantic comedies. 

Michelle Betham is an independent author of romance novels and chick lit. She was born and brought up in the North East of England, but also lived on the Spanish Canarian island of Tenerife for two years. Michelle is addicted to reality TV, loves reading anything from horror to high drama, could watch Grease a million times and never get bored, and hopes to write a sitcom about darts someday. For more information about Michelle and her books, you can visit her blogs at http://michellebethamwriter.blogspot.com and http://michellebethamindieauthor.blogspot.com and connect with her on Twitter and Facebook.

Meet the Author: Wendy Chen

Wendy Chen writes novels for those who enjoy chick lit and lighthearted fiction. Her debut novel Liar's Guide to True Love was published by Carina Press last month. She lives in Northern Virginia with her family where she is working on her next novel.
 
Wendy joins us today to answer some of our questions to get to know her better. Enjoy! 
 
When did you start writing professionally?
I started writing Liar's Guide to True Love an embarrassingly long time ago. It took me forever to complete, mostly because I took about five years off from doing any writing. I had given up on the manuscript and decided to focus on my day job. But it was always in the back of my mind, so I finally decided to focus on it about three years ago while I was on maternity leave.
 
Why do you write women's fiction?
I've loved women's fiction since I was in junior high and my older sister left her romances lying around all over the house. I started on historical romances and kept reading other sub genres ever since. My love for reading turned in to a desire to write some time during my high school years. 
 
How did you get your novel published? Tell us about your journey to publication.
It certainly is not easy to get published, especially when different sub genres fall in and out of favor. Like many authors, I pursued a traditional print path first, with attempts to find an agent to represent me. Liar's Guide to True Love was rejected by every agent that I submitted to. The ones who read it had a lot of nice things to say about it, but I was told that the chick lit market just wasn't big enough anymore. Then a wonderful mentor of mine suggested Carina Press, so I emailed my manuscript in to them. I honestly did not expect to hear back, and when I didn't after a few months, I decided to self-publish digitally. I even hired a graphic designer to do a professional looking cover for me. I was working on final edits and trying to figure out all the various e-reader formats when I got the call from Carina Press that they wanted to publish Liar's Guide to True Love. I've been really fortunate to be able to work with such a great team and a great editor.
 
Where do you find the inspiration for your stories?
I get inspired by every day things that happen to me that I might find funny or silly. For example, there's a scene in Liar's Guide where my heroine wears two different shoes by accident. That actually happened to me and I went through the entire day before I finally realized it.
 
What is the most challenging part about being a writer? What is the most rewarding?
The most challenging part is by far the discipline that goes into the actual writing. That's something I did not fully appreciate until I was about twenty thousand words into my first manuscript. I thought I could just write whenever inspiration hit, but then I realized that was getting me nowhere and I really had to sit in front of my computer and force myself to write something, even if it was terrible and got edited out later.  
 
Why should people buy your book?
I think readers can identify with my characters and will get a good laugh out of Cassandra and her friends. My writing appeals to lovers of chick lit and general romance -- and what romantic doesn't love weddings?
 
Do you have any advice for aspiring authors?
You hear this all the time, but you really can't take rejection personally.
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To find out more, visit http://www.wendychenbooks.com and connect with Wendy on Twitter and Facebook.

Holiday Short Story Contest Winners

Hi everyone, 

We were originally going to have first, second, and third places, but since we received four stories, we added a fourth place so that all of the authors would receive a prize. We're so happy with how this contest turned out and we love all of the entries! Thank you to the writers for sharing your stories with us and the readers for taking the time to post your feedback. Here's how the stories ranked based on our opinions and reader comments:

1st place: Who Needs Mistletoe? by Lucie Simone - $50 Amazon gift card
2nd place: Love and Christmas Cookies by Cindy Arora - $25 Amazon gift card
3rd place: Christmas Angel by Karoline Barrett - $15 Amazon gift card
4th place: Kissing at Midnight by Sarah Tillitt - $10 Amazon gift card

Congratulations! You all did a fantastic job! You'll receive your prizes via email. 

Happy holidays! :)

The Chick Lit Bee

Holiday Short Story Contest: Christmas Angel

Christmas Angel

I drummed my fingers on the steering wheel as I waited for the green light. When it came, I let out an exasperated sigh as the ancient car in front of me proceeded to the next light at a snail’s pace. Sheesh! Why did I always get behind drivers that had no clue what an accelerator was for? 
Now, as I waited for the second light to turn green, I inched my SUV closer to the car in front of me, hoping to intimidate the person into moving a little faster once the light turned. No such luck. The light turned green. They sat.  
I gave a blast of my horn as I opened my window. I barely noticed the frigid air hitting my face. “It’s green! Come on! Some of us have places to be!”
The driver glanced in the rear view mirror. I felt a tiny pang of guilt. It wasn’t that I was a miserable, mean woman, but I really did have an important place to be. That, and the fact that tonight was Christmas Eve and I was spending it alone. Not to mention that I would be spending tomorrow alone without a tree or decorations, which didn’t exactly have me singing hallelujah.  All my friends thought I had plans, since that’s what I told them. I didn’t want them to take me in out of pity.
I rolled my eyes as we approached another light that had, of course, immediately turned red.  Suddenly, a blue truck rolled up next to me in the right turn lane. Where had that come from? There had been no one around a second ago. The man driving rolled down his window then indicated I should do the same.  What now? I gave him what I hoped was a thoroughly annoyed face, but he just waited. I rolled down my window, shivering  as cold air filled my car.
“Why did you yell at her?” he asked.   
I blinked. His voice was deep, and sounded like hot, melted dark chocolate.  My mouth opened, but nothing came out. First, because the sexy voice belonged to a hot guy whose looks screamed romance novel cover.  Second, what business was if of his? But for the life of me I couldn’t manage to ask him that very question. I was too mesmerized by a pair of dark blue eyes staring at me.  
“She’s holding me up,” I managed to finally sputter. I didn’t understand why I was even answering this guy, or why I felt so small.
He nodded once. “Maybe her husband recently died of cancer and she feels lost.” He raised an eyebrow at me as he rolled up his window.
 How did he know that? Was it even true? The light was still red, but I no longer cared. I watched as he turned right, then turned left. I frowned as I quickly closed my window. I maneuvered into the right turn lane, turned, then drove slowly by the street  mystery man had turned down. It was a dead-end alley, just as I thought. Not only that, but there was no sign of him anywhere. How weird was that?
By the time I had arrived at my destination, I had forgotten all about the slower-than-molasses driver, and the guy in the truck. I was thinking about the man I was about to meet. The man who wanted to buy The Cat’s Meow, my 1870 brick Italianate bed and breakfast. I rented out six of the bedrooms, and slept in the seventh. Not that I wanted to sell it, but it seemed I had no choice.
I had always dreamed of having a bed and breakfast, and five years ago I was able to buy one at an unbelievable price. Until this year, I had been doing quite well. But lately, the spare bedrooms stayed empty. My cats, Charlotte, Emily, and Anne had no one to entertain, and I was having problems making the mortgage payments, even with my full-time job as a librarian. On top of all that, my fiancé decided to elope with his cousin’s wife (don’t ask). So you can see why I might have been a little out of sorts.
I hated saying good-bye to The Cat’s Meow. Christmas at my cozy little bed and breakfast was my favorite time. I went all out with decorations, found the biggest tree I could find, and made Christmas as special as I could for my boarders. My parents lived three-thousand miles away in California and my brother and his wife lived in Alaska, so my boarders were often my family at Christmas time. I smiled to myself thinking of the eighty-year old newlyweds I had with me at Christmas last year, and the Do Not Disturb sign that hung on their door knob for most of their visit. 
I pulled into the office building where I was to meet Jackson Holloway, the lawyer who wanted to buy The Cat’s Meow. I realized that I would have to find a small apartment to live in very soon. 
“Victoria.” He strode out of his office to greet me after I had announced myself to his receptionist.
 “Mr. Holloway,” I responded shaking his hand.
“None of that now. It’s Jackson.” He put an arm around my shoulder in a way I found, well, off-putting to say the least, and guided me into his office.
I sat, eager to get down to business.  “I was hoping to wrap the sale up this week.”
Mr. Holloway leaned back in his chair, lacing his fingers behind his head. “There’s a problem.”
I groaned inside.  “What is it?”
He let out a long sigh and sat up, leaning toward me. “I’m not going to be able to buy your establishment after all.”
“What?” I squeaked.  Even though I didn’t want to sell The Cat’s Meow, I wasn’t sure I could make the mortgage payment that was due next week. “Why not?”
“My accountant advised me not to.” He looked away from me.  “I’ve had a better offer to invest my money elsewhere. I’m sorry, missy.”
Missy? I stood up. “I see. Well, I’m disappointed, but thank you for your time.”
He got up and rushed to his office door, blocking my exit. “No hard feelings. How about dinner tonight, Victoria?”
I managed to squeeze around him and grab the door handle. I yanked it open. I smiled sweetly. “Sorry, I’ve got a better offer.”
When I got home it was almost dark. I made myself some tea, watched Jeopardy, and somehow ate a whole pound cake. I pulled my pink and green afghan around me.  Tears pricked my eyes as I looked at the Christmas tree-less living room. The cats stared at me. “I know, I know. I could’ve gotten a tree, but why?”             
               ********
               I bolted up, my heart racing. The VCR read 11:45 p.m. Alex Trebek was long gone, but something had startled me awake.
               “Maybe she’s not home,” a feminine voice said.
               Was someone at the door? A loud series of knocks—make that banging—on the front door answered my question.  My heart thumped even harder. Who on earth was it?
               “She’s home,” assured a masculine voice.
               I grabbed my cell phone from the end table. Should I call 9-1-1?
               “Victoria? Are you in there?” the feminine voice said again.
               I went to the door, wrapping the afghan more tightly around myself.  “Who is it?  My husband will be down in a minute. With his gun.”
              A male voice, that now sounded familiar, laughed. “You don’t have a husband. Or a gun. Come on, it’s freezing out here. We need to put up your tree.”
               Throwing caution aside, I tore open the door.  I stared. It was the truck guy and an old woman who looked a lot like Aunt Bea from the old Andy Griffith Show.  The truck guy was trying to balance the biggest Christmas tree I’d ever seen, and she was holding a big box. 
               “How did you know my name?” I demanded.
               She looked at the truck guy. “Caleb told me.”
               I nodded as if that made all the sense in the world.  So that was his name. Caleb.
               “May we come in, dear? I’d like to help you get this tree up, then go to bed. It’s way past my bed time, you know,” the woman said.
               I stepped aside, still confused. Truck guy…um…Caleb, dragged the tree in. Where was I going to put that monster, and more importantly, who were these people?
“Who are you people?”
               “Got some more stuff in the truck. Be right back, then I’ll answer your questions,” Caleb said.
               I nodded, then turned to his companion. “How did he know my name?”
               “He’s your Christmas angel. And the father of your children.”
               My brows shot up. “He’s my who and what?”
               “Let’s start from the beginning.” She wandered into the living room.  “My name is Beatrice.  You were behind me today. Caleb told me.”
               “You were the woman driving so slo… I mean, driving in front of me?”
               “Yes, that was me, dear. Caleb was right.  My husband, Bernie, died of cancer a month ago.” She sniffled. “Sometimes it’s hard.”
               I reached out and touched her arm. “I’m sorry about Bernie.”
               Beatrice nodded as she pulled a tissue out of her sleeve and dabbed at her eyes. “It’s okay.”
               The door opened again. Caleb had two boxes in his arms. He winked at me and my heart warmed. “Come on, girls. Let’s get going.”
               I watched in wonder as Caleb strung the trees with multicolored lights. He glanced at me a couple of times and grinned. I felt all mushy inside.
               “We brought some decorations,” said Beatrice, “but not enough for this big tree, I’m afraid. You have some decorations?”
               “Of course. This is the first year I haven’t put up a tree. They’re all in the basement.”
               “I’ll help you,” offered Caleb.
               He followed me to the basement. I realized I was excited about the tree, and totally at peace with my visitors. I pointed out the boxes with my Christmas decorations in them. “Wait. Who are you?”
               Caleb brushed a finger down my check. I shivered. “I’m your Christmas angel.”
               “Christmas angel? That’s what Beatrice said.” I tried to stop thinking about his lips on mine.
               “Yeah. I’ve been given a second chance at life. All I had to do was bring love to three people. See, in my previous life, three people were very hurt because of me. I’ve been stuck between here and happily ever after as an angel. Tonight was my deadline to bring love to three people.”
            I hung onto his every word. “And did you?”
He looked at me for a long time, then stepped toward me. Suddenly, I was melting against his hard body. His hands cradled my face and his lips came down on mine.  My hands traveled up his muscled back, and I felt his big white wings flutter.  I deepened our kiss.  He was, after all, going to be the father of my children.
He slowly ended the kiss and pulled away. “Oh, yeah. I certainly did bring love to three people.”
I swallowed. I didn’t even remember what we were doing down in the basement. “What would have happened if you hadn’t?”
               “I’d lose my wings and go to...Well, let’s just say it wouldn’t be very comfortable there.”
               “Who did you bring love to?”
               He didn’t answer. Instead he picked up a box. “Let’s get the decorations upstairs. Beatrice probably wonders what happened to us.”
               With our hands full, we trudged back upstairs. But his kiss lingered on my lips, and certain other parts of my body were all a-stir.
               “Well, for corn’s sake,” huffed Beatrice as we came into the living room. “What took you so long?”  She was on the couch surrounded by three purring cats. She looked right at home. “I took a little tour of your bed and breakfast here. I’d like the purple room, if that’s okay. I always was partial to purple.”
               I smiled at her. “I think that’s fine. You’re staying the night?”  
               “Well, yes. Didn’t Caleb explain anything when you were downstairs? Or maybe you were otherwise occupied,” she tittered.
               I blushed. “No, he didn’t explain anything.” The only thing I knew was Caleb was the best kisser I’d ever come across. I couldn’t help but wonder what other talents he had.
               “Decorating first,” said Caleb, trying to look stern. “We can talk later.”
               The three of us worked in silence for an hour decorating the huge tree. When we stepped back, I had to admit it was the most beautiful tree I’d ever seen.
               Beatrice plopped down on the couch, yawning. “Okay, it’s decorated, Caleb. How about you tell Victoria the rest of your story?”
               I settled on the couch next to Beatrice. “Yes, you never told me who the three people were that you brought love to.”
               Caleb smiled down at us. “I’d been assigned to find Beatrice a new man. Or, so I thought. I was following her that day I ran into you. I finally caught up with her at the Blue Bird diner. I told her I was an angel, and I’d been sent to find her a new man. That was supposed to be my first good deed.”
               Beatrice rolled her eyes. “But he got his wires crossed, or whatever it is that gets crossed when you’re an angel. You’re the one he was supposed to find a new man for.”
               Caleb cleared his throat. “Can I finish my own story?”
               “By all means,” replied Beatrice, her hand waving in a theatrical gesture.
               “As Beatrice said, I got my wires crossed until Elvis straightened me out.”
               My jaw dropped. “Elvis? As in Elvis?”
               “No, not that Elvis. Elvis is next in command to the Big Guy.” He looked heaven-ward. “You know. The Big Guy up there. Elvis pointed out that you were the woman I was supposed to find a new man for.”
               I was sitting on the edge of the couch now. “Then what happened?”
               “Elvis let me know that you were heading west on Eighth Avenue. That’s where I found you,” he frowned, “yelling out your window. I recognized Beatrice in front of you. That’s when I rolled down my window. Since I knew her story, I felt sorry for her. I didn’t want you yelling at her like that. But when  I took a look at you, I realized I’d found the perfect man for you.”
               “Who?” I whispered.
               “Me,” he replied in a husky voice.
               I wanted Caleb to kiss me in the worst way, but first, I had an apology to make. “I’m sorry, Beatrice. Really sorry. I wish I could make it up to you.”
               Beatrice grinned. “Oh, you are. I’m going to move in and pay half your mortgage.”
               “You’re what?”
               Beatrice jumped up. “It’s a perfect arrangement. I’ve got tons of money. I’m alone. You need help. Don’t worry. I’ll be gone by the time you and Caleb get married. I know newlyweds need their privacy.” She winked at him. “He’s got one of his friends working on a man for me.”
               “So,” interjected Caleb, “the three people are you, Beatrice and me. I’ve found love for all of us. You and Beatrice will be helping each other and grow to love each other as friends. You and I are about to fall in love as lovers do.”
               I was speechless. Tears filled my eyes.
Beatrice pulled a tissue from her sleeve and handed it to me. “No need to cry. It’s Christmas for corn’s sake.” She glanced at the time. “Oh, Lordy, it’s almost one-thirty in the morning. I need my beauty sleep.” She waddled away, throwing her hand up in a wave.
               “Goodnight, Beatrice,” Caleb and I chorused.
               I turned to Caleb. He enveloped me in his arms. “You’re really going to be the father of my children?”
               “All six of them.”
               I couldn’t tell if he was serious or not. I was busy pulling his head down for another one of his kisses. My hands skimmed past his waist and his back. I noticed the wings were gone.
               He pulled away from me and smiled. “I’m fully human again. No more Christmas angel.”
               “You’ll always be my Christmas angel,” I whispered against his lips.

Holiday Short Story Contest: Love and Christmas Cookies

Love and Christmas Cookies

Three weeks until Christmas Eve
Eggnog latte. Check. Christmas radio station playing Wham’s “Last Christmas.” Check. Inflatable thirty foot Santa Claus with eight reindeer on top of the Ford car dealership. Check, check and check.
I peek out the window and watch Gary Wyndam, owner of the car dealership, motion his hands like an orchestra conductor to the handyman standing on the rooftop. After several different tries, Gary finally flashes the okay sign. Santa and his reindeer sit perched on the building hovering above the 405 freeway as a glowing beacon of Christmas cheer to drivers stuck in gridlock traffic.
Looks like Christmas in Los Angeles has officially arrived, I muse happily and turn on my Christmas music a bit louder so I can rock out.
“Tis the season to be jolly, fa, la, la, la,” I sing off-key as I pour a cup of brown sugar into a vintage Depression pink mason jar. I pat the sugar firmly with a small pastry spatula, follow with a 1 ½ cup of flour, 2/3 cup of sugar, a teaspoon of baking powder, a cup of chocolate chips, a heaping cup of toffee chips and cup of chopped pecans. 
Slipping on the cap, I seal it shut and wrap a turquoise and silver ribbon around the pale pink nape of the jar and slide a miniature wood rolling pin and a stick of cinnamon for eye candy.  I step away from the jar and admire the different layers and textures knowing any baker will love finding this gift underneath their Christmas tree.
“Dear Nicole, Enjoy making these Blondie Bars. They are both delicious and sinful. Happy Baking this Holiday Season—Sweetly Yours, Mason Jar Betty”
The back door opens abruptly and my mother appears in front of me wearing a bright lemon yellow windbreaker with her teacup terrier Coco—named after the hot beverage, not the fashion designer—tucked under her arm.
“How could you not tell me that you and Kevin broke up?” she demands with the same look she gave me when she caught me smoking in high school.
How could I forget to lock the door?
“Mom, I don’t want to talk about it and there are no dogs allowed in a kitchen. Take him outside.” I slump against the stainless steel counter and mentally prepare myself for a good old fashion guilt trip that only a mother can do.
“He was practically family, Eleanor. We bought him a Christmas gift this year. What am I going to do with the craft beer of the month club we got him? Beers from Belgium? Holiday ales? Stouts?” my mother asks loudly while she ties Coco to a bike rack.
“Send it to me. I’m going through a breakup and alcohol helps.”
“That isn’t funny. How could you not tell us?  I called him this morning to ask him what time would work for dinner this Christmas since you have been avoiding my call,” she says with an accusatory look.  “And he told me you broke it off with him a month ago. A month? I was so embarrassed.” My mother groans, but I continue packaging the orders that need to go out today, refusing to let her bait me into another discussion on how I am mishandling my love life. “Well, at least I got to say goodbye to him,” she says with watery eyes.
“Seriously? Are you crying? This is why I don’t tell you, Mom. Where’s your tiara?”
She gets quiet and blinks at me while she thinks about this and then laughs at herself. “Okay. You may be right.” My mother tucks her car keys into her fanny pack and takes a seat on one of the stools in the kitchen that I rent three times a week at Naples Culinary School.  “So, I have to ask. What was wrong with this one? Not fun? Too rich? Not creative enough? I had a feeling he wasn’t going to make it to Christmas when he took you camping for your birthday. Your father and I were surprised to see him for lunch that next weekend.”
“For the record, I like camping, just not when it requires hunting for my own food,” I say tartly.
How do I explain to my mom that when it comes to love, I know what I am looking for because I have felt it before when I was too young and arrogant to know that big love, the kind that changes you, doesn’t happen often? If ever. How do I tell her that what I felt for Kevin and everyone else in the last eight years doesn’t  come close to what I felt once before? Do I tell my mother that? No.
“Mom, we just didn’t fit.”
“How can it be that no one ever fits, Eleanor?”
********
Two days until Christmas Eve
“Welcome to Long Beach Airport, seventy five degrees and clear blue skies. Happy Holidays, folks,” the pilot croons over the loudspeaker as the crowd of passenger’s mob their way to the front door.
Hello sweet sunshine, Danny O’Hare thinks as he steps off the plane and takes a deep belly breath of the crisp ocean air. How he ended up living in Wisconsin, is something he asks himself every February when he’s defrosting his car for thirty five minutes before driving to work in the dark of winter.
“Danny!” He hears his name and scans the cars lined up on the curb and sees his older sister Barbara waving at him from her station wagon looking nervously toward a cop who is staring at her and pointing to the “Loading Only” sign. “I cannot believe you are here little brother,” she says happily as he jumps in the car and she guns it out of the airport.
“Nice to see my girls. It has been way too long.”
“Mom is convinced you hate her new husband and that’s why you are skipping the holidays at her house.” Barbara settles into her chatty self and the two years they haven’t seen each other melts away. “Thursday is the city’s Christmas Eve on the Bay celebration, remember? Gosh, you used to work that festival every year when you worked at the coffeehouse on the pier. Beansmith, I think it was called?”
“All that hot chocolate and mulled apple cider paid for my beer money on the weekends.”
“Could be a fun way to spend some family time,” Barbara says with a sideways glance. “Mom tells me you haven’t dated anyone since you broke up with Patty last year. You in a slump or just taking a break?”
Danny looks out the window and debates on his answer. Is he in a slump? He’d say so, but no matter how many dates he goes on or relationships he gets involved in, there is always a moment when he realizes it’s not what he is looking for or maybe he should say who. Eleanor Ortiz, the name and the girl have been taking up space in his mind since last Christmas, ever since he split up with Patty. A surprise since it looked as if they were moving toward a marriage proposal not a breakup.
But there they were, decorating a Christmas tree, fireplace blazing, drinking eggnog martinis and listening to Bing Crosby. In between kissing under the mistletoe and hanging the Christmas angel, Danny looked over at Patty and knew she wasn’t the one. Again. This keeps happening.
“I don’t mean to be nosey. Forget I asked. You’ll meet someone when the time is right,” Barbara says sheepishly. “I sound like mom sometimes and that really scares me.”
“It’s okay.  I’m in a slump. It’s official. But that’s why I came here to see you for Christmas, looking for some perspective.”
“Christmas cures everything. We can watch cheesy movies and bake cookies for the festival tomorrow. I’ll make your favorite …”
“Brown sugar shortbread,” Danny says, relishing the comfort of being with family.
“That’s right. And tomorrow night we will head out, sing a few carols and get you back in the right spirits. Sometimes, you have to come home to find what you’re looking for.”
“That’s what I’m hoping.”
********
Christmas Eve
No matter how old you are, how busy or how Grinch-like you may be, you can’t help but be charmed by our beach town Christmas. The city is turned into a winter wonderland of colorful lights, inflatable snowmen that buoy in the ocean and homes are transformed into glowing gingerbread houses and candy cane lanes.
It really is the most magical time of year, I think while looking at the bay sparkle with Christmas lights as the day dips into dusk and the smell of cinnamon and mulled cider mingles with salty ocean air.
“What did the maven of cookies make us this year?” asks Vivian Howard, the grey haired retired librarian who runs the cookie exchange with an iron rolling pin.
“Brown sugar shortbreads, peanut blossoms and Blondie Bars.”
Vivian nods approvingly and points at the Christmas sweater I unearthed at the Salvation Army sweater sale this week.
“How do you get that thing to glow?”
I put both hands on my waist and twirl around like an overzealous catalogue model to show off the reindeer with the red flashing nose.
“There’s a tiny battery in the sweater,” I say with delight. “I think I can win the ugly sweater contest with this one.
“No doubt about that sweetheart,” Vivian says while scanning the sign-up sheet.
“By the way, someone else is bringing in brown sugar shortbread cookies this year.”
“Really?” I reach for the clipboard. “I got that recipe from someone a long time ago. I’ve never met anyone who knows about them.” I read the list of names. “Barbara and Page LaRue. Never heard of them. Are they new to the neighborhood?”
“You know Barbara. She used to be Barbara O’Hare. The tall, leggy blonde who was always late returning her books.” Vivian tsks and then lowers her voice. “She moved back a few months ago from San Francisco with her thee-year old daughter.
My heart races. Barbara O’Hare is back in town?
“What time is she scheduled to drop off her cookies?” I ask casually.
“Five o’clock,” Vivian says and then lowers her bifocals down to peer at me in a way that only a woman of a certain age can. “You dated her brother, didn’t you? Danny? The quiet one. He was a bookworm that one and always returned his books on time. Such a good boy,” she sighs.
“Yes, yes he was a good one,” I agree absentmindedly.  Great, even Vivian loved him.
Just as I’m about to launch into an overly personal explanation on why Danny and I split up after college instead of getting married—and divorced—as so many of our classmates did. Vivian straightens her shoulders like a good Christmas soldier as Santa Claus walks past us.
“Merry Christmas, ladies. Let’s get ready.”
“Merry Christmas, Santa,” we chime back.
“Look alive, Eleanor. It’s starting.” Vivian is all business now. Christmas has officially started. My pending emotional share will have to be postponed.
“We need a tray of hot cocoas and mulled cider from Beansmith. Can you be a dear and pick them up? Tell Carol we need twenty of each and keep ‘em coming all night.”
“You got it. Be right back.” I dash off, hoping Barbara doesn’t arrive while I’m gone, but what’s  a few more minutes when I’ve waited eight years.
Rushing through the maze of the bay pathways, I decide to make a quick detour to the Myer’s house that is decorated into a brightly colored gingerbread house—dancing candy canes and gingerbread men included. It’s my favorite holiday house on display and also where Danny and I kissed for the first time.
I’ve never forgotten that kiss. Or him for that matter, I think as I turn the corner and come to an abrupt halt when I see Danny sitting on the bench. He’s facing the bay, watching the cluster of boats gear up for the Christmas boat parade.
I walk over and take a seat next to him quietly. “Danny O’Hare, I’ve been waiting for you,” I say as if I just saw him days before.
“Have you? Me too.” Danny doesn’t skip a beat either and takes my hand into his as our fingers instantly intertwine.
“I made a mistake” I say, thinking about the moment eight years ago when I broke up with him so I could move to Boston for my career.
But he lifts has hand, places his finger on my lips and shakes his head.
“I noticed that you still bake my favorite Christmas cookies. Why is that?” he asks, our noses nearly touching and both of us grinning at each other foolishly.
“I guess I hoped that if I set them out with a glass of milk, Santa would make my Christmas wish come true. Looks like he finally did,” I say as Danny pulls me close and leans in for a kiss.
“Merry Christmas, Eleanor Ortiz,” he whispers.